The most heartbreaking situation in event contract trading is this—after winning 7 rounds, the last stop-loss couldn't hold, and instead of recovering, losses kept piling up, ultimately giving back all the profits. That feeling at that moment is truly indescribable.

Looking back, the problem isn't with the trading logic, but with my own mouth. When winning, I feel confident, but once I get stopped out, I start to panic and try to average down recklessly, as if I can gamble my losses back. I know this is a big taboo, but my hands just won't listen, and I keep increasing my position in hopes of turning the tide. The outcome is predictable.

Now I review my trades every day, asking myself why I keep falling into the same trap. Emotional control sounds simple in theory, but in practice, it's incredibly difficult. It's not just about knowing to stay calm, but about realizing that I still can't do it. Maybe this is the true reflection of most traders.