Watching the market really can drive a person crazy. Seeing the trend move exactly as I predicted, except for that key indicator which just hasn't caught up, feels like holding in a breath that I just can't exhale.

My long position logic has always revolved around this indicator, planning to watch it climb higher and continue to wear down the shorts' patience. But it’s gone up so much, and still no movement from it. The market changes every second, and the trend keeps evolving.

Currently, the bullish sentiment hasn't fully released yet; this wave of rise is still ongoing. But once the heat dissipates, the decline will be quite fierce. Someone advised me to close my position, with a solid reason—unrealized gains are just on paper; only realized gains are real money. I understand this logic, but if I close now and then it turns around to push the indicator, my original intention will be completely ruined.

Honestly, the thrill of using $20 to leverage 180 times has worn off after watching the market for so long. But what keeps me holding on isn’t the few thousand dollars in profit. What truly matters to me is proving I can achieve this level of leverage. The first time I reached such a height based on my own judgment, that feeling was different.

And there's an unexpected gain—sharing my ideas has been seen by many. This is the first time I’ve gained recognition in the crypto space through means other than trading. That value is actually more precious to me. The story is still unfolding; let’s see how it develops next.